My thoughts

I’m sorry

I’m sorry for what I have done,

I ruined your happiness, 

for mine.

I’m sorry,

I truly am.

I don’t know how to make it up to you.

Somehow i wish you didn’t forgive me,

that you would be mad at me.

But then again

I’m glad you forgave me 

I want to explain to you 

why i did what i did.

But i have a feeling you would not understand.

I felt like I was sacrificing myself

for everyone.

I would give up my own happiness, 

for others.

I was tired and miserable,

i needed something for myself.

To find my own happiness.

I’m sorry that i had to hurt you.

I was frustrated.

And you also hurt me.

Showing him in my face.

And you knew how i felt about him

I told you

Basically saying “i have him you don’t”

I was miserable

And i was tired of giving my happiness up

I had to go for it.

I never did anything wrong though

I never touched him

when he was with you

Never, i would never do that.

I just talked ti him, and hang out.

We got to know each other well.

Again I’m sorry.

I really am.

(1 month ago)

Forget me- BT

Let us remember life is a beautiful mistake. It’s precious and fragile, sometimes more then we can take.
And i don’t know what u want me to be. But I don’t want to be perfect anymore. I don’t want to be perfect anymore.

(2 months ago)

Other Blogs

These are my other blogs, i personally think they are way better then this one… This once was made more personal, but if u like photography check out

http://anewday-carebear.tumblr.com/

and if u like art check out

http://onebyone-carebear.tumblr.com/

(2 months ago)

Hold on

Hold on tight

Don’t let go,

Don’t let me slip

Hold on to my hand,

Don’t let go,

Now that we have a chance.

Hold on,

It’s a slim chance but we can make it,

Just don’t let go.

Keep me in sight.

Don’t lose me,

Just hold on tight.

(3 months ago)

Burn

It Burns

The thought

Of having your lips

On mine, burns in my mind.

It’s there and wont go away.

I wish my lips were against yours

But i know that cannot happen

For i do not want to ruin our friendship

But just the thought of it

Burns in my mind,

Wishing to be real

(3 months ago) 4 notes

Christmas

Christmas,

Its just another day 

But its with family

That’s what makes it special

Spending it with the people you love

And that love you

That’s it

Not the presents

They are just things that come and go 

But the people will always be there for you

Family is what makes it a memorable day

(4 months ago) 4 notes